"So I won't let you close enough to hurt me,
No, I won't rescue you to just desert me,
I cant give you the heart you think you gave me,
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables"
-Turning Tables by Adele-
During one of her interview for her new album, Adele told the reporters that her main inspiration of her songs came from the break up of her relationships. Listening through her songs, you can feel the raw angst flowing through her voice and it seeps into your heart through the melodies that she created. I may not be an amazing singer as she, but I can relate her songs to my stories.
In my life, many tables had been turned by people..they all come and go, they became fragments of my memories. Every day, I will meet new faces and creating new memories that I hope it will last longer than the previous ones. However, when the reality sinks in, those fragments are trashed into dust of glasses swept by the wind.
I am an extremely private person and its hard for me to let someone in, let alone trust that person fully. But, lots of people have turns the tables on me and frankly, I had enough of it. Sometimes, when I am caught in the middle of a limbo, my mind will wander to thinking about the people who had graced my life and asking where are they now. Through the long road down the memory lanes, i found out that the more I dwell on it, the pain that comes with it grows and someday it will be unbearable for me to cope with it anymore.
Someday, I have to turn the tables again and be strong for myself..erect my walls and don't let people hurt me easily.
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